Today is our flight to the Philippines. I am extremely nervous. Traveling with a 20-month old toddler alone won't be an easy feat. But I have to do this. I want my family to see Caleb. So I'm sure this trip would be worth it. I'm leaving with a heavy heart though. I will miss my hubby so much! I hate that Caleb would have to be away from his dad for a long time. But hubby thinks it's important for Caleb to know my family and our culture. So while it breaks his heart to be away from his dear son, he wants us to have fun and enjoy our vacation in the Philippines. Hopefully everything will turn out alright.